I can’t change the world but I can change the world in me!!! - quote from Bono’s book Surrender 40 songs, one story. I was born believing the world was a sweet place!!! As long as I can remember I had this weird filter that filtered out lots of the bad stuff and looked around … Continue reading I Can change MY world!!!
Dear BB’s, I am sitting at my desk and listening to Hallelujah because it was Hugh’s favorite song and I want to remember and be grateful for all of my life that has come before now that has led me to now. I wanted to thank you for being such amazing humans. I wanted to … Continue reading Thankfulness throws the doors of my Life wide open!!! A thanksgiving love not to my office!!!
We are not cured of alcoholism. What we really have is a daily reprieve contingent on the maintenance of our spiritual condition. Every day is a day when we must carry the vision of God’s will into all of our activities. How can I best serve thee- thy will not not mine be done. - … Continue reading Radiating Happiness!!!
I felt a nudge in my spirit to write about this tonight and decided I would not argue with God’s spirit. Generally that is an argument I will not win anyway!!! This is for the mamas and the daddy’s and the friends and the wives, the husbands and the sisters and the brothers, all God’s … Continue reading When they are ready, and not one moment sooner!!! (living through addiction in your family)
Lift Me up by Rhianna started playing at the end of a very difficult sculpt yoga class and the tears started to flow. Not sad tears but grateful tears that I am able to move and to breath and that I am held up by a strength that is so much stronger than just me. … Continue reading Lift me up, Hold me down and all the things.
Some of the ways I handled my grief after my sweet Hugh returned to the moon are a little odd. I had a little bit of time to process my grief because I found out 2 months prior to him leaving that he was already in the stages of dying. My heart was heavy but … Continue reading The Gilmore Girls, My grief escape and other tricks!!
Dear Hugh, It has been a long time since I have written to you and after eating at the Pho place which I traveled via golf cart, I just had to share my day with you!!! The Pho place made me think of you and how you loved the ritual of fixing your food and … Continue reading Dear Hugh, It has been a long time!!!
I have learned that being happy is always better than being right. Being happy means I don't lose if you win. Being happy means life does not have to be perfect to be enjoyed. Being happy means growth toward my goal is more important than the goal. I have learned to say, You may be … Continue reading You may be right!!! (sage affirmation for ending an argument, even better don’t start one!!! )
So Hot Yoga y’all!!!!! Today. Seriously. I walked out of the room twice because I could not decide if I was going to throw up or faint or both. Let me backtrack to an earlier adventure with my friend Kris Cox many years and pant sizes ago!!! Kris and I had the bright idea to … Continue reading Too Hot to Handle, but I did…. sort of!!!
I concentrate on what is put before me The dreams that rise up I concentrate on WHAT not HOW!!! When God places a dream in my heart I reach back for all that I have already learned. I focus on growth. I focus on my WHY and my intuition. I believe the right people show … Continue reading Wow not How!!!